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“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.”
Melanie, 17, queer and unamused. personal blog.
Im really hoping my tonsils have to come out. They’re beginning to physically hurt when i swallow now and I’m hearing that people tend to lose 15pounds after the surgery.
My hair is falling out again. Apparently I didn’t even realize that i was restricting again.
It’s for the best anyways. If i don’t drop to 125 by summer, i may relapse and go to town on myself with a razor.
do you ever feel like you’re just sort of
there
like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone
like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything
(via calmlysuicidal)
